My First Ghost Hunt!!

Ok, so, last night I went on my first ghost hunt and I remember watching an episode of one of those ghost haunted house episode. And I remember watching something about using a pendulum and a Dowsing Rod and something else. So I thought, I already have the Pendulum, but I didn't know anything about Dowsing rods aka Diving rods. So I did some exploring and learned that it would be cheaper: to make some and they aren't hard. I will make a blog about how to make them after this one. So before I got to my mom's house to go with her and her friend on the ghost hunt in the cemetary. I would recommend coat hangers because they are stronger to hold form, but I bought some welding wire and that stuff is good for a quick fix and it does work.

Now on to the hunt, and I will display some pics of some possible ghostly orbs, and from what I know about orbs is that they are all solid from the inside out and move on there own accord. And I know for a Fact that some of these pics are Obrs becuz it moved from front to back of from the ground up and would follow us until we left the cemetary.

Here's the first pic:

I would show you the first one but due to the fact that there are names on the headstone, I can't





do that because that wouldn't make the family very unhappy. So About the first headstone all there of us were attracted to it, we all felt a rush of grief and agony, and being as I'm an empath, I felt it the strongest, it almost made me cry. So what I decided to do right when it was getting dark I set my digital voice recorder on top of the headstone and we all walked away to get pictures else where. Well we didn't get anything but dustballs from walking on the road, so I decided to come back to the headstone to pick up my recorder. On the way when I was getting closer I took a picture toward the headstone to see if I could see anything and you can see a little white orb up in the upper right hand corner. Then after that one we kept seeing more orbs and hearing and seeing things.



Ok so this next one is a two part and I can't really remember much about what happened before this but as you see it was on the left hand side of the headstone and then on the picture below it the orb moved to the top center of the headstone.






















OK, this little bugger scared the crap out of me! I had my back to it and I was facing my mom and her friend and we were talking and I heard some grass and leaves crunch directly behind me, now mind you we're about an hour into this and I am already spooked, so I scream, Jump, run through my mom and run into mom's friend and turn around and took the picture and got this little bastard floating right next to where I heard em walking....it was walking right over that headstone...rather right in front of it. Man you wanna scare....let shit walk behind you, lol.


Now these are the last two pictures as we were walking back towards our vehicles, As you can see it is in front of me floating and then It heads back towards my mom and her friend and floats above there heads and then wonders off. It's was fun for my first hunt, I saw an orb for a second, saw some movement across the graveyard that wasn't alive, and got spooked by a spiritual orb. LOL, SO! WHENS MY NEXT HUNT?!

Heaven and Hell

I don't believe in them.

See my religion teaches us that there is an afterlife, that there is past lives and a place that we goto before we become living souls again.

It also teaches us that there is a place that stores all of the souls memory after it dies called the Akashic....i think thats the word....data base, in a since. Everyone past lives are recorded and a lot of people don't realize it but the things that they have done in there past lives and current life will effect the lives of those to come. Say someone has a Weight issue, what did they do in there past life to cause it? Only hypnosis will help people discover what they have done wrong.

Children are amazing for remember things that have happened before there past life died in there conscious state. I remember reading about a little girl who was pretending that she was helping some children escape through the mountains....can't remember which ones, but come to find out that she was a renegade in a past life trying to save children from the Germans.

Children are closer linked to there souls past life when they are young and as people get older they start forgetting and parents tell kids, quit using that imagination of yours so much. But I don't think they should, they don't know if they are imagining something from there previous life.

Paganism was around long before the christian religion was even thought of, and after christianity came to play they made up heaven and hell to help scare people into believing in the religion. Im not meaning to bash the religion, it's just I believe in paganism and Wicca.

Peace out YO!

It's off....

I reevaluated my life and come to find out that I was not happy with Greg, so I broke off the engagement. It's not because of anyone else in my life or anything like that it's cause I don't feel the Love like I use to, or am suppose to when one gets asked to be married. I don't feel the spark like I use to in the past, a year ago.

Maybe this one is not meant to be, who knows but the ones involved. I told him that I would give it another try to see if anything changes. But I don't know if it will, I am trying but it's very hard to do when you still aren't happy with the position that you are in life. I guess that we will see what happens in a couple of weeks if I still feel the same as I do now.

Will I break it off? I don't know.
Where will I go if I break it off completely? Probably to my mom's house for a while.
Will I be able to financially handle? Possibly, I have been getting more hours at work because one of the delivery drivers quit so now I am on day shift working from 830-4ish everyday and they close around 530pm. I might have to get another part time job if they hire someone else and cut my hours.

Always wait to see what the future holds, I don't wanna tear apart a family but if you are not happy in a relationship then why stay tied down because of the kids. I need to look out for my happiness as well. Don't get me wrong, the time that I have spent with greg was a good one and if it's not ment to be then it's not ment to be.

Only time will tell.
Peace out, YO!

New future for everyone...

I am finally engaged, that bastard finally proposed...lol, he told me to say that.

The wedding is probably going to be sometime next summer on the seventh. Why the seventh you ask, because both of my girls were born on the seventh. Duh LOL

My New Car

Yes I finally got a new car!!!! It was an 8 hour round trip to Provo Utah to get it but I think that it is worth it.

I got a 2002 Pontiac Grand Prix with 67,000 miles on it for only 4,995.00, long story about how I got it so cheap, But there is one thing that I gotta get checked out and that I that it shimmy's at a high speed. But that can be easily fixed. And it's got an after market muffler on it so it sounds like a beast lol.

Drama Drama Drama

Why do people consistently start drama?! Why do people not believe you even though you repeatedly say that you didn't do anything?!

I have an ex that i have become good friends with over the past months, he has a fiance and a kid. His brother consistently keeps telling his fiance that i have been sending him voulger pictures and videos and whatever. I keep telling them that nothing is happening, we are just friends. And then the brothers wife decide to send my boyfriend a message with a shitload of lies and he tells me to quit talking to him....

WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE HAVE TO PISS ME OFF?!

Back

Sorry that it has been a while since I last posted anything, i have been busy with two lil monkeys and a boyfriend that is the biggest turd of them all.

I will be right again soon i have a lot to write about.

Lates yo!