Saturday, October 25, 2008

FreeBirthing vs. Modern day times

I was watching a tv show this morning and it was about free birthing. That means no hospitals or midwives. Just the soon to be mom and her family. As I was watching it, they said something along the lines of people are trying to make it illegal for moms to have at home births without a midwife or doctors.

What ever happened to the very old times when women would always give natural births in the safety of there own homes... and yet modern day is trying to make it illegal for it to happen anymore.

All that I have to say is....... WOW!

Friday, October 24, 2008

An apology

Sorry for the way that I acted about what I wrote in the last blog.... I was just really mad at the time because our life couldn't be any worse at the time. But Greg is working with his dad right now until he can find another Job.

Once again I am sorry if I said anything hurtful in the last one. Sorry, I was talking and wasn't thinking.... that usually is what happens when I get angry lol.

<3

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

THE NEW TIME LOW

My life has officially hit an all time low... here is the story of the past few months.

I got hired in June, I think, at the auto paint place where my mom works. Everything was going ok at first. I had ICCP (Idaho Child Care Program) covering part of the costs of daycare. But I was only making 7.25 an hour and working only 25 hours a week. Greg works for 8 and hour and 40 hours a week. Well I started working more hours and the more hours that I worked the less that ICCP would pay for daycare so I decide to apply for a parttime job during nights and weekends at a diner hall and got the job. So I quit working with my mom to become a stay at home mom so that we didnt have to pay day care. Well all was fine we were starting to barely catching up on our bills and then everything started catching up to us. I am only working one night a week now and the tips I am getting are not that good....

Well last night Greg hit a low because all of life had caught up to him well to make things all better and hit rock bottom. He got laid off because they could afford to pay him anymore because they were paying overtime to everyone else but greg was the hardest worker.... and didn't get paid overtime because he didn't stay over hours. Greg got fired over the other guy... and the other guy was hired after him and his wife gets paid has 40,000 a year with no kids. We are a family with 2 kids and barely make it every month.

Now we are already 2 months behind every bill possible.... cell, power, etc. I have a car payment that I have to come up with every month, t.v, rent, internet, netflix.

To make things bad is the fact that Idaho Power showed up to my doorstep asking for money or they were going to shut the power off.

If greg cant get unemployment and another job soon I might have to take up my dads offer drop off the face of the planet and make a new life with my dad in elko, NV....

Life sucks, this economy sucks, RON AND JERRY SUCK!!!!!! Bills are stupid, Man is the asshole race and the rich are all dick suckers!!!!!